I'm trying to make order out of chaos, trying to find some way of rationalising the horrific things that people do or the way the world is.

Destruction is always an attractive idea. My brother and I used to spend weeks making models of cities so that we could destroy them in 15 minutes. There's a fantastic joy in destroying something that you've meticulously built. Then you're free to build a new thing. Destruction and creation... they're inseparable.

If you flee from the things you fear, there's no resolution.

Chuck Palahniuk Quotes